비 .. 비 .. 오고있다 .. 하지만 내게
Is where I’m the nearest to You … Everything is put behind ….only my love, my regrets, my pray, my undivided heart to You… Nothing else … No one else.. Now, I understand why some of them waiting for their end… to be with You…..
My wary heart … wondering around far from You… I’m missing the peaceful place where my heart stays close to You …
Please fetch me before the last train leaves…coz I’ve been waiting for you at the station from dawn… My eagerness of waiting you now being replace with worry… My eyes get teary whenever it can’t find you from the group of passengers that arrive … and every inch of my soul keeps dying when the trains leave with empty seats without you… So, do show up and fetch me…. Please do so before the last train leaves…
Yes, it’s indeed a short story of me to you… but my heart is longing for you for a long time, and maybe forever.
Who was he for you?
He was my dream comes true. I once loved and treasured him and when he left I kept my love to him as a story. There was no regret and no new hopes as it just a star felled in my laps to begin with, I just fortunate.
Who am I to you?
You… You are someone I wish and longing for. Someone I pray to god to have. The very second I fall for you; I set my heart only for you. Even how unreachable you for me, how impossible you can be but I take even small steps out of time to close the gap between us. If someday I have to end this without you be mine, it must be God’s best arrangement for both of us. But till the day comes, you are someone that I can’t let go and give up.
Someone told me that I’ve been living in my past. I really wish his word was true coz it’s something that you can overcome with the future. But the truth is, I still breathing due to past. So, I can’t let past by pass.